This is an essay written by Paul Williams in 1976. It was published on the
Theodore Sturgeon Trust webpage in 1997, and then reprinted as an afterword in
"Case and the Dreamer", Vol 13 of The Complete Stories of Theodore Sturgeon
(North Atlantic Books 2010)
© Copyright 1976; 1997 by Paul Williams.
I.
The best short story writer in America lives on a hill on the
outskirts of Los Angeles. He works on TV scripts, gives
lectures, teaches a class, writes book reviews and does
introductions to other people's books. That's all. He's sold
four new short stories in the last four years. Of the 23 books
he's written in the course of his career, only three are still
in print in the United States. His old masterpieces are not
being read; and his new ones are not being written. And he has
no one to blame for this state of affairs but himself.
Theodore Sturgeon.
I'm 28 years old (or will be when this is published) and the man
I'm writing about is more than twice my age. And when I was just
half this age, 14, it occurs to me now, I was at a party on the
14th floor of the Pick-Congress Hotel in Chicago at about five
in the morning, the last night of my first science fiction
convention, and Judith Merril, famed anthologist and
author/editor of some of my favorite books, turned to me and
asked -- just about everyone but me had consumed a fair quantity
of alcohol by this time --"Doesn't it bother you to see that
your heroes have feet of clay." And I said, "They couldn't be heroes if
they didn't," or some such clever 14-year-old remark. Then the sun came up over
Lake Michigan while the drunk science fiction writers told stories and sang folk
songs, and I was indeed filled with quiet awe -- not at the great names made
flesh around me, but at whatever miracles had brought me, at age 14, to this
inner sanctum, this place of dreams.
Theodore Sturgeon was Guest of Honor at that particular science fiction
convention (Labor Day Weekend, 1962), and I shook his hand but didn't actually
talk with him. He had his wife and his children with him, and was very much the
center of attention wherever he went in the convention hall, and anyway I had
nothing to say; I loved the man and I loved his stories and there was no way I
could tell him that.
Fourteen years later I visit his home, we talk about anything and everything, I
enjoy his hospitality and see his feet of clay -- we've been friends of a sort
for two or three years now -- and each time I read a story of his he is again my
favorite writer, a worker of miracles; but in between times he's just a friend,
attractive and annoying and as blind as the rest of us...... To write this story
I need a hero, because this is a story of great achievements. But even after
months of careful research, the man slips away from me, he's too human -- I know
him and his life so well but I still can't understand where his miracles come
from.
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